There isnt one person in this world who knows everything about me. There are some who know lots and lots who know some. I have started thinking about why that is. What is so scary about letting down a few walls down? What is it about vulnerablility that is so terrifying? I don’t know, but the thought shakes me to the core.
How do people let down that wall that shields them from the pain of being hurt? They say that when it is the right people that you just will. I am skeptical. Its not that I don’t want to, I am just not sure how to tell the right people and that incites wariness.
Maybe one day when I am older and wiser, I will have the answer. For now it will just remain one of life’s mysteries.